@ Rageing Atheist
Warning! Warning! Black Cat going into emo emo neko chan modo in three... two... one...
Sure, but then i'm kind of nihilistic and believe there is really no point to anything other than finding it enjoyable. So in the end there isn't really any diference as long as you enjoy developing that skill, and you always get the benefit of... how were they called in Diablo II? Synergies? Those thingies. Like a +5% bonus at not getting crushed by a bus because all those long twenty six hours days spent dodging colorful bullets made your reflexes smooth as silk. Sure, being able to solve all of Myst IV's and Schizm's puzzles by yourself is not going to translate into marketable skills, but being able to think outside the box and analyze information in unusual ways and unconvetional ways until you hit the right pattern is a useful skill to develop in and out of itself, for your own use if nothing else, and the same can be said of hard eye coordination or any other thing, even the simple attitude of being always trying to get impossibly good at brutal stuff and then going to search something even more stupidly hard to try your hand at mastering.
I mean, what good does for you getting better at something in a, to give it a name, real life skill instead of a, to give it another totally random name, gaming skill when you are, say, going to get the very same ending everyone else does? Real life is not for storyfags LARPers but for people who enjoys the gameplay in and out of itself. LOL, don't take that last comment seriously. But by that measure is of equal worth being a great solitaire player than being a great philosopher, as long as the net gain for you in pleasure is equal.
And as i said before, i don't think trying to get better at games is escapist as long as it is divorced from the escaping itself. Is becoming good at chess escapism? Is becoming a good skater escapism? Is being good at dancing and clubbing escapism? Is becoming a good swimmer escapist? Sure, it can be useful in a situation you are probably never going to be in, but sure, so can having reflexes so silky and reaction times so smooth they are neko neko like. What makes something escapist or not is the intention, if conscious, and motivation, if not, behind it. Like, i have been doing that swiming thingie since i have memory and i supose that will make me eligible for thirty extra minutes of floating in the middle of nowhere before the depths claim my totally kawaii self, and i guess it can help get guys or something if they are into that kind of fetish stuff, but regardless of that, if i were doing that to focus on something other than a troubling reality and take it away from my attention then it would be escapism. In the same way if you want to solve a puzzle cube just because the challenge is fun, what's escapist about it?
People does lots of real world thingies to escape a reality they don't like or to escape thought patterns they fear. They are escaping, regardless of what they obtain by so doing it. Most people i know actually goes and obtains most of the crap they do because they don't know what the fuck they want so they just try to find anything to keep going while not thinking too much about it.
Uhm... What was i answering to, again? *stream of consciousness totally sucks* Let me check.
Yay, sure, here it is. You see, i think there is a kind of language problem in here. Or, like, something, because while i wouldn't consider what you mention in passing as hardcore gaming (LOLOLOL reading books about in game lore when i could be slaughtering the legions of hell for XP and loot? OMG NOOBTARD!) i wouldn't either consider it as escapism. I don't think, for example, fantasy literature is escapism in itself, as many do. I think someone who reads fantasy literature because in the real world he's a, as we say here, zero to the left, is straight out escapism. It is a point of motivation and intention, not the action itself. The action lacks value in and out of itself, is an empty and mechanical thingie.
If you read fantasy literature because it's fun, sure, whatever. That does not make you a hardcore bibliophile, though. In the same way that playing a game that's nothing but a vehicle for storytelling is something evil or wrong in itself. If you find it fun, go for it, and as a matter of fact if Cosmology of Kyoto were a guy instead of a game i would be a really mean girl with it. That doesn't make you an elite hardcore gaming, though, nor makes that particular game a hardcore one, in the same way playing chess with your friends for fun doesn't turn you into a worldwide master of all things chessy whose maneuvers will be studied for generations to come.
And, like, bloody Jesus on his flying octopus aspect, when did i went all faux emogothika pseudophilosopher? D: I'm getting old, i'm getting. I'm starting to sound like my bloody ex, i am. That can only mean another bout of emotional breakdowns and i'm the voice of the dark mother, i'm the will that animates the great wheel delussions is behind the corner, it is. ToT
@ Volourn
"Liar. Darkspawn are not orcs."
Some time ago i was giving my totally not pirated copy of Dragon Age a test run, and my boyfriend came in just as i was defeating the big ogre thing atop the tower and lighting the signaling fire. So i ask him to wait for a moment or two while the cinematic plays so i can save later before turning the game off. Then the king goes all for ferelden and the evil barkspawn appear, and then my boyfriend, who really likes fantasy literature and stuff but is not really into gaming so he knew totally not what the bleep dragon age was, raises an eyebrow and says those are the worst fed orcs ever or something to that effect.
So i was, like, no, they are the barkspawn. And i look for the cinematic on youtube, send the link to several of my non gamer but yes fantasy friends, and ask what are they seeing in there. orcs killing guys was the one and only answer. So, really, sure, they are not orcs because they are the barkspawn, but really, that just some random fluff thrown around the orcs to make it not really orcs, and an orc by any other name...