Oh shit damn that is awesome just that you're writing. I don't even have the confidence to do it lol
Thanks. Writing is easy. Writing well, executing ideas into practice, now
that is the hard part. What you need to do is push away your doubts and just write. It doesn't matter what you write, because you can always revise it later. Writing is a skill that you never finish refining, and your works will never be perfect. Writing is an iterative process. I think a lot of what I write is terrible, but writing it is more satisfying than not writing it.
A lot of fans seem to have an irrational fear of the creative process, a fear of failure, which I feel only contributes to the ongoing problem of creative stagnation in the publishing sphere. It's normal for your work to be bad and you shouldn't be afraid of that. You're human and you're gonna make mistakes. What matter is pushing past your doubt and doing it anyway.
It's doubly hard for me because of my adhd. I commonly put half-written stories on the backburner for years and writing others before getting back to them, if I ever get back to them. It's something I'm trying to work through.
..But now I very much understand your "elitist"-ish talk earlier. Because I'm like that too. If it's not written with care I drop it.
I apologize if I come across as elitist. I'm very jaded, disillusioned, and generally tired.
But.. the Forgotten Realms fandom, you will be torn apart for not scrupulously completely canon-true.
Hence why I don't engage with ttrpgs anymore. They're advertised as adventures in the theater of the mind, but in practice they're dogmatic religions where you have to play one particular way or hit the highway. So I hit the highway rather than torture myself.
I do appreciate 40k for its lack-of-canon policy in theory, but in practice they don't do anything with it besides excusing continuity errors because there's literally too much stuff for them to be able to care about.
I want to hear something new. That makes me think about things. Learn things. Maybe even appreciate you. Maybe.
I don't know what to tell you. It's the autistic special interests talking. Maybe I'll have something for you after writing a few novels worth of original material.
There's a tubi survey result going around saying that the majority of Millennials and Zoomers want original material rather than endless requels, which fits with my experience.
Is there a better thread for this convo? This obviously doesn't concern 40k anymore.