God dammit. This actually made me upset to watch. I really,
really shouldn't care this much about the very commercial entertainment products I was making fun of people for a page or two ago, but this really just feels like rubbing our nose in the fact that we're never going to see another Morrowind. That I'm an adult now, that I'll never feel that sense of wonder again. That I'm never going to get lost, carefree, in another world like that, without worrying about looming responsibilities or that nagging, oh-so-well-enforced feeling that I should be doing something more productive. The environment in which games like that were made is gone, and the stage of my life is passed where I'll ever get into a game like that again, the slow death of the imagination is in full swing. And all that's left is that horrible trampoline pad where once was the levitation shaft of my heart, that weird beach where once a world of imagination stretched out, that stupid blundering thing where once was an icy, mysterious mage lord.
Where is the
heart in this?
EVERYTHING IS SHIT