Crooked Bee
I was like that. Played it when I was, what, 17 on an emulator. Finished it. Shrugged. What was the fuss about?
Years later, I replayed it. I noticed things I had missed. For some reason, it was endearing. Still, what was so special about it?
Much later, I replayed it again, couple times.
Music stirred me to tears; the graphics were beautiful, the story sad and in some ways extremely clever- there was the whole Zeal business, and Magus and everything- I don't know.
I think what's so special about it is that it's good at everything: the random encounters are not too many; the combat fast and fun; the combo abilities neat, the music amazing, the plot worth replaying multiple times, the graphics lovely, the characters pleasant, the sprites gorgeous- I don't know. It's more than the sum of its parts and the parts are all great. I still don't know how come I didn't like it way back then and why I like it so much now. The game grew as I did, I guess. It really was the love child of some very dedicated Japanese men that were not restricted by money.
It's like with this song:
It meant nothing to me on the first time through, or the second time. But- I only much later sort of... understood. The sadness, the decline- the song is Zeal, is change. I don't know. My rambling words can't do it justice. You just have to awaken to it, like CHIM- I don't know.
Frog's Theme and Wind Scene are so-
See, that's the thing. I can't even describe why it's so good. As a kid I thought Chrono Trigger was a B+ game- fun, but I didn't see. Now I struggle to explain why it's stellar. Maybe it really is just a B+ game- but a B+ so far removed from what is associated with a B+ that, even though in a way it is that, it is at the same time something utterly exceptional.
Do you know what I mean? No? Good, that's Jasede for you. Rational and assburgers half the time and yet somehow moved by inexplicable artsy shit that can't be reasonably rationalized.