THE SEVENTH TIME
The nameless man was curled upon the ground, wet and naked as a newborn. All about him hung the lingering smell of something fresh -- or perhaps that was not it at all, for nothing of this world had ever smelled in such a way, no matter how young and clean.
The nameless man lay in a pile of blood and offal, though he was, for the moment, unaware of it. Slowly, the smell that had come with him faded, the charnel stench taking its place. The nameless man was unaware of this, as well. Indeed, at that moment his mind was arush with all the thoughts a man can have and none of the senses. For this was the madness of awakening.
In fact, the nameless man was not naked. About his neck was a gold medallion, and upon the medallion was the elegant scrollwork of a perfect hand. Even had the nameless man been aware of the writing, he could not have read it. There were none who could, for the language of the gods was beyond the grasp of even immortal minds
The first sensation that came to the man was hearing. And the first noise that he heard was laughter. The laughter was ugly. The sound of it slid across him like a slug, trailing sickly slime. The laughter contained no joy.
"You're awake, brother!" came the blubbering words, wet and mocking.
The man opened his eyes. Breathed. Smelled. Touched. All the senses came back to him. The slippery warmth of cooling blood, the rancid smell of human flesh and excrement. And before him, the sight of creatures of hideous visage. Feral beasts, a mix of hyena and man, hunched beside him, snuffling and growling, crude weapons clenched in their claw-like hands. Beyond them, four savage, green-skinned humanoids bore on their shoulders a sedan chair from which the laughter and speech had come. Seated upon it was a man of immense corpulence. His pale skin was folded and folded again, shapeless and boundless and shining with sweat. For clothes he wore only a loincloth and two straps that crossed his chest, from which hung knives and hooks with every curve and twist geometry allowed.
"Who are you?" the naked man rasped, rising to his knees. The hyena creatures moved in and brandished their weapons.
"A fair question, though it is the sixth time you have asked." A thick finger idly spun a knife. "I am Buyasta. And I own you."
The naked man rose to his feet with a snarl. Immediately, he was struck down by the creatures.
"Patience, brother. You have asked your question, now I will ask mine. This is the seventh time that I have asked. What route has the army of Darius Javidan taken?"
The nameless man blinked his eyes. "Darius. . . Javidan? I do not know that name."
Buyasta sighed. "And that is the answer you have given, six times. You answered differently the first."
"And what did I say then?" the nameless man asked, frowning, confusion and loss carving themselves across his brow.
"I believe you told me that I could burn eternally in the fires of the deepest hell." Buyasta's bearers laughed as a smile split their master's face. "And then I told you that the fires of hell are cold, not hot." He leaned forward and winked one small eye. "And then I killed you."
The man looked down with horror at the blood and entrails on which he knelt, at the torn and shapeless flesh. His hands rushed across his naked body, probing, just as his mind rushed through his naked memories. Neither hand nor mind found the wounds he sought. "Who . . . what . . ."
Buyasta laughed aloud and slapped his stomach. The knives and hooks jangled. "The fourth time! Each time you slip farther back. You are Kharoush Shahin. You are a Kohan -- an immortal. Though a rather poor immortality it is, as you are even now learning."
Kharoush clutched the medallion around his neck.
"Yes, yes, you see -- even still you have some notion. That is your medallion. Or rather, it is mine. And when you die, you whisk away into it, and into the Great Dream." Buyasta waved for his bearers to lower him, and they did so. With a heave, he lifted himself from the chair and stood over Kharoush. "But I am not here to speak to you. You are here to speak to me. I can see it in your eyes. You remember it still. A secret, a great secret." Buyasta laughed. "No one hides anything from Buyasta. Amon Koth thought to hide his creatures from me, but I came and took what I pleased. Lyssa Edan tried to hide her beauty from me, but there, too, I took and I came." His thick white tongue ran across his lips. "So tell me your secret now, or I will take it from you."
"I don't. . . I can't. . ." Kharoush stared tremblingly at Buyasta. "I don't even remember who I am."
Buyasta sighed, removed a knife from his strap, and knelt down. "Shh." His empty hand shot forth, grabbed Kharoush by the throat. A moment later, the curved knife slipped into his leg and began to twist. And Kharoush began to scream.
Eventually, the knife and the screaming stopped.
"You will give, or I will take."
Kharoush began to speak, every word he could bring to mind, every location -- north, south, east, west, into the sun or away from it, near the mountains or in the forest, by the river or at its mouth . . . and the dagger, too, began to speak. Now there were two in him, and a hook within his chest, and no more words but only screaming.
The hook and knives left, and the screaming silenced to whimpering. Fresh blood pooled on the ground.
"You still cannot remember, brother?"
Kharoush sobbed.
"Then let me remind you. You are Kharoush Shahin. I am Buyasta. You knew me as Parsa Shahin. We shared a House. We walked beside the Starlit River and wooed the same beauties." He clenched Kharoush's face in his fingers. "No, you cannot go back that far. That was ages ago. The First Dynasty."
"How can you remember?" Kharoush gasped through the crushing fingers.
"It is my master's Gift to me. The sip of death does not bring me forgetfulness as it does you. I am Ceyah." He released Kharoush and shoved him backward. "But you have not forgotten what I seek. It is in you somewhere."
The Ceyah stroked his many chins.
"I have it," he said. He pointed his finger at one of the creatures that squatted beside Kharoush. "Kill him Kharoush. With your hands." The creature howled in protest and the others howled too, mocking. "Or you kill the Kohan, rhaksha," Buyasta said to the creature.
Immediately, it leapt upon Kharoush. All Kharoush's muscles already wept, and his body was already torn and beaten -- newborn and already on death's door. The creature's jaws snapped shut on his arm, tore flesh. They snapped again, but this time the arm moved, jerked back. A reflex. The other arm shot forth -- this, too, without thought. Fingers clenching around canine throat. Throwing. Body standing, adrenaline like fire burning through it. Kharoush kicked the rhaksha's side, knocking it over, then fell upon it, clenching its throat in his hands. Beneath him, it whimpered.
He slowly loosened his grip.
"Why do you want me to kill this beast?" Kharoush asked slowly as the rhaksha's limbs flailed.
"Kill, and escape death. Already you are beginning to remember -- your warrior's arts, your misplaced morality. Kill it and more will come back. Your bitter rage. Your thirst for vengeance. Kill it and remember me."
Kharoush killed.
"Yes. Now, tell me, what is your secret? Do not make me take it."
The other rhakshas howled over their fallen packmate. Kharoush shook his head and shivered. "I have no secret, Parsa."
"Buyasta," the Ceyah corrected.
"But I do remember now. A bit. We were friends. You betrayed. But why? The betrayers sought the world's destruction, but you . . . you lusted to have, not to destroy."
Buyasta smiled. "Not the world's destruction, brother. Recreation. The Master seeks to give it perfect form, a form that shall please, and that pleasure shall be mine, infinitely."
"And this Darius Javidan. . . if he is killed, then you will gain favor?"
More laughter, a broader smile. "Darius Javidan's death is not in my hands." Buyasta grabbed Kharoush's hand and forced his palm open. "Here. Here. And here." With each word, he stabbed a knife into Kharoush's palm. "Each an army of Ceyah. And here," he plunged in a hook as Kharoush screamed. "Here is Darius Javidan." The knives towered over the tiny hook, encircled it. "He is lost. He will not escape this time."
Kharoush, his jaw clenched, his eyes burning, hissed, "And which army is yours, demon?"
Buyasta slowly pulled the knives free. "None of them. I am not seen fit for an army. Vashti. Amon Koth. Shamael. Each has an army. And whichever takes him will have the favored seat at the Dark Master's side."
"You would kill him yourself?"
Buyasta shook his head. "Still slow. But then, you ever were, brother. No. I would set Darius free from the snare. For greater than the Master's favor is his wrath. Those three who mocked me, Fat Buyasta, too much the sloth for any army -- let the Master deal with them as he will, when the quarry is lost. We will catch Darius some day, whether now or later. But let it be me, my hands, my snares. . ."
Buyasta's eyes widened and his face transformed. So accustomed had the Ceyah become to his appetites that he had forgotten what hunger can show on a face, what desperate craving. And so lost was he in his own lust that he lost the new look in his captive's eyes.
"So I would not even betray. . ." Kharoush whispered. "It would be Darius's advantage and yours. And my freedom?"
"Of course," Buyasta promised, collecting himself.
"How can I trust you? Maybe there are no armies."
Buyasta grimaced, pulled a long dagger free, grabbed Kharoush by the hair and pressed the blade against his left ear. "Maybe I will leave you alive this time, ruined and broken, but alive. Alive to wander in ignorance and shame, reviled by all, never knowing your own past, never possessing any future. How would you enjoy that fate, brother?"
Kharoush jerked back, but Buyasta pressed the knife forward, drawing blood. "Where is he?"
"I don't know."
Buyasta howled and plunged the dagger into Kharoush's side. The Kohan collapsed forward as Buyasta released his hair.
"But. . ." Kharoush gasped. Buyasta knelt close. "I know it is in me. Let me remember. I was a warrior. Let me kill. You promised me memories if I killed."
"Yes, yes," Buyasta agreed. "Kill again."
Kharoush rose unsteadily, and then leapt into the rhaksha pack, grabbing one by its arm. With more than mortal strength, he swung the creature through the air, and sent it crashing into the hard earth. It did not move.
"A weapon, Buyasta! Let me be a warrior."
The Ceyah hesitated. "What fool do you take me for, Kharoush? It is you, not I, who was just born."
"A weapon, or you are the fool. I will not remember if I cannot live my memories. I did not fight with my hands. A blade. You have creatures aplenty for the slaughter." The quivering was gone from Kharoush's voice and limbs. His tone commanded.
"Very well." Buyasta threw him the dagger. Kharoush caught it in the air and smiled a feral grin. He fell upon the rhaksha.
Their howling filled the air. Animals they were, and like all beasts, knew predator from prey. The scent of fear, so carefully kept, was gone. And the eyes, with what intellect they had, they could see his eyes and know what Buyasta could not know: the fear of oblivion.
They fought, for what else was there to do but to fight? So had they been bred and twisted, in the dark burrows where Amon Koth had sung to them and raised them up. Fight. Always fight. But they had their memories, primordial, that said to run. And so they fought knowing that to run was life, to fight was death. They fought and they died, their black blood and flesh joining the red upon the ground.
"Stop!" Buyasta howled, knowing now, if not the fear of death, yet a piece of it. For he saw death all about him: limbs flying and blood spraying, whimpering, pitiful, not so real as that which had come from Kharoush, but that. . . that had been too real, too perfect.
Buyasta screamed for his bearers and rushed toward the chair. He leapt into it, rose up, crossed some ground, and then collapsed backward. His bearers, the three that yet lived, turned to the blood-covered immortal. Drauga they were, descended from the war-form of the immortals themselves. They did not fear as the rhaksha had feared. Slaves they had been, and now warriors they could be once more.
And then they too were dead, and Buyasta was on his knees.
"This is the dagger you named dehan, the mouth, because its hunger was never quenched." Kharoush's voice had changed again. Now it was cold, hard, at once empty and yet full of loathing.
"How could you know?" Buyasta begged. "How could you remember so fast? You were just Awakened."
And then Buyasta leapt up, drew two daggers, and swung. But Kharoush was away from them before they came close, and dehan swept across Buyasta's arms. Before the pain came, the Ceyah knew. His hands. He saw them. On the ground. The daggers fallen beside them.
He screamed.
Kharoush spoke six words of power, and flames licked forth and burned Buyasta's wounds shut.
"How?" Buyasta pleaded. "You cannot. It is impossible. You cannot remember so fast. Seven times! You were dead seven times, and all was lost."
"Some of us do not forget." Kharoush's eyes were black and burning. "Our memories are kept for us in the Dark Master's hand and given back."
"What?" Buyasta hissed, his pain forgotten. "But you remembered nothing. . ."
"Oh, Buyasta, you simple fool. And you wonder why He never trusted you with an army."
"But you were with Darius!"
"Yes. How do you think it is that we knew his every move, brother?" Kharoush spun the knife in his fingers, far more nimbly than Buyasta ever had. "We are both traitors, you and I. I to Darius. And you. . ." Kharoush smiled. "You are twice the traitor."
"Kharoush, I beg of you!" Buyasta raised his stumps in supplication.
"My name is Dahaka. And you, you are Parsa Shahin. Nothing more." The Ceyah advanced on Parsa. "You were right, though, Parsa: His anger is far greater than His pleasure, and His Gift He may also take away."
Dahaka pressed the dagger to Parsa's ear. "And little brother? I know that you never had Lyssa Edan." He began to cut. "I will remember that lie. But you, you will forget."
The dagger cut deeper.
"This is the first time."