For once I'm actually sad, as it feels like everything that I found amazing and special in my childhood, were mistakes according to their creators. I spent so much time in the character creation, my brain full of ideas for new characters, writing down on paper how to level up and distribute my stats to reach perfection. Creating a new character and starting from scratch in the character creation was half of the fun. Am I a dying breed? When even the developers that I respected and held in high regards (Avellone, Tim Cain) are following the 'mainstream' crowd, I can't help but feel that RPG games today aren't made for people like me. While I love a great story (PST is my favorite game), the games I spend the most time playing are those that have amazing and addictive gameplay, and interesting character creation to fuel my addiction of creating new and interesting characters.
I guess that I should stop being naive, hoping for new games like those, and instead accept the reality that I'll have to keep playing the same old classics. I only have one thing left to say on this subject. Fuck you guys, you don't reserve my respect.