Stop wasting your fucking time talking about RPG, playing new RPGs, etc. News flash: THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER RPG AS GOOD AS THAT OLD ONE THAT YOU REALLY LIKED. It's over. The art of CRPG making has been lost. It might be rediscovered in two hundred or so but for now there's no chance. No chance. It's like lost technologies these people have no fucking clue how the technologies were created, they can kind of get these RPG devices up and running but they're just shoddy, hodgepodge mockeries clanking along, fueled by your stupid fucking delusions. You're basically addicted, you got your first high years ago with the infinity engine games or fallout or wizardry or whatever and ever since been you have wasting your time pursuing another high that can measure up that first experience. It won't happen, move on. Forget about it. Get a new hobby, something that takes actual skill or technical ability.